My life is a collection of the ways I try not to think
And love is just a sentimental way of letting her see
All of the times that I lose my mind
She woke up to me mumbling secrets to the fridge
And I don't know why I can't decide
What to do with any day
And it feels like the years are spinning too fast past me
And I used to hold this idea of who I was and who I would be
But I feel like I'm giving up on everything in my life
My God was just a telepathic man who watched with a beard
Till I felt this kind of presence near me once when I was a kid
I closed my eyes, pictured the dark when I'll die
It took me three weeks to feel real again
Now any time that word comes to mind
I push that thought deep down somewhere I need not face it
And I've lost my vices' hold, but I still slip quite a bit
For what, you see I'm no more happy now that I'm free from their grip
And it feels like I've given up on everything in my life
Everyone I have ever loved I've left them
Everything I have ever held, I've broken
Everyone I have ever loved, I've left them
Everything I have ever felt, I've questioned
credits
from Passed Me By,
released August 8, 2017
Guitar by Nick Sullivan
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